Hallway— Rebecca M. Ross
My parents’ apartment building
has the same hallway floors
from when I was a kid
but now
getting outside
takes fewer strides
of longer steps
avoiding lines & cracks
designed to break your mama’s back
When the hallway
(seemingly double wide back then)
stretched to eternity,
time was forever
I memorized every inch of pattern
every grouping of design
I cast every childhood spell to avoid
floor-influenced bad luck
Hundreds of coats of polish
I’d raced and stumbled
And slid upon
Dozens of paint jobs
witnessed my comings and goings
from babyhood to parenthood
Now
the sigh and hum of elevators
opening and closing
on the floors of my life
reminds me of time’s passage,
of stories that must come to an end,
of floors that will be polished
for young feet
that will race towards a distant horizon
only to find
it’s just the end
of the hall.

Rebecca M. Ross hails from Brooklyn but currently lives, hikes, and teaches in New York’s Hudson Valley. Her work has been published in Live Nude Poems, Streetcake Magazine, The Metaworker, Medical Literary Messenger, The Voices Project, the Dissent Anthology, Rat’s Ass Review, and others, with work forthcoming or published in M58, Flora Fiction, and Backchannels.
“Garbha Vidya”: A Triptych— Basudhara Roy
Week 4
I am shovelling a dream
out of nothingness
It hangs as vapour in my thoughts
as prayer on breath
There are reasons it refuses
to bear a shape
Laughs my urge for form
into formlessness
It is faith’s sinews
at work against misgivings
Water picking its way
across gibber plains
Desire breathing vitality
into the shadow’s self
If the vision is tenacious
nothing takes it away
And God smiles
as woman woos life from clay
***
Week 20
I think of you who listens
Not a breath escaping
your capacious hearing
You are stillness
waiting to be filled
with the misery of sound
So that sound
may be drained of its
curse of cacophony
To judge your listening
by your speech
would be fallacy
For your speech will arrive
like my lost years
finding me in exile.
***
Week 39
the ritual of river running into sea
of the pared fangs of a story
of panes of air hoaxed by light
one sky that marks both start and end
strengthened by indifference
and the tripod of faith wobbly forever
from here it isn’t about how far
you can go
or of what will come
it is the balancing act
for as long as you can balance
the dough of pain on a breath’s safety pin
and the disappearing act
for
when you can’t
this pulling out from time’s printer
life’s garbled sheet
and making a clean breast of it.

Basudhara Roy teaches English at Karim City College, Kolhan University, Chaibasa. Looking forward to her fourth collection of poems, she writes to urgently test/taste words on her tongue, pulse, moods, agitation, abstraction and satire. Her recent poetry is featured in Chandrabhaga, The Punch Magazine, Yearbook of Indian Poetry in English, Helter Skelter Anthology of New Writing, and RIC Journal among others. When she is not overthinking, she reviews and sporadically curates and translates poetry from Jamshedpur, Jharkhand.

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